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The life that I have is all that I have

The life that I have is all that I have and the life that I have is yours.

This is me:"My thoughts are stars I can't fathom into constellations." (John Green, "The Fault In Our Stars")

Former suburban hothouse flower. Currently struggling to function as an adult.

This blog has no theme and is largely inane.
Sep 21 '14
fillingvoid:

winterhascome:

lauramcquarrie:

transparent ghost sticky notes help you make notes without defacing a book

GHOST-IT NOTES.

I HAVE THESE THEY’RE MY FAVORITE

yes this

fillingvoid:

winterhascome:

lauramcquarrie:

transparent ghost sticky notes help you make notes without defacing a book

GHOST-IT NOTES.

I HAVE THESE THEY’RE MY FAVORITE

yes this

(Source: nothxpls)

Sep 21 '14

Anonymous asked:

I've noticed that since I started T (I've been on it for almost a year now) crying when sad or upset no longer helps me feel better like it used to. On the contrary it makes me frustrated and it feels empty. I was wondering if anyone has experienced this and if so what other things did y'all begin to use as outlets for these emotions? I recently broke up with my gf and I don't know how to let go of the sadness and pain I feel and crying does nothing and feels empty.

theartoftransliness:

Zak: A lot of people report these kinds of changes on testosterone. I personally haven’t really been able to cry since I started testosterone, which has definitely felt weird for me. Finding other coping mechanisms or ways to express your emotions is important. For me, I find it helps to listen to music, write down my feelings, or vent to people I’m close to. You might also benefit from channeling your feelings into art or physical activity like running or weightlifting. Singing along to music loudly can also be pretty cathartic. 

oh man me too! i mean i never cried much, but i really don’t cry now.

easier for me to tear up though. but i think that might be because i let myself do that now, when i didn’t before, because i’m more comfortable in my own skin now.

Sep 21 '14

babies w giant dogs

precious

seriously though

great danes + babies = always amazing

(Source: i-napster)

Sep 21 '14

vileharpy:

yeah i admit i’m not exactly a practicing bisexual anymore…i pretty much only go to services on the high holidays…i slept in on freddie mercury’s birthday…i don’t even think i can name three david bowie albums anymore

i haven’t lit any candles at my angelina jolie shrine lately…i forgot to celebrate the feast of alan cumming this year…it’s been a long time since i read any shakespeare…

Sep 21 '14
Sep 19 '14

tumblr i am disappoint, y u no have a falcon punch hawkeye tag

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Remember way back a long time ago when the first ever Best Director Oscar was awarded to a woman? Uh, five years ago?

The movie she got the little statue for was called The Hurt Locker, and it starred Jeremy Renner and Anthony Mackie. (I liked it a lot, it was a nice, subtle “war’ll fuck with ya” movie.)

Hawkeye (before he was Hawkeye) plays a devil-may-care superstar bomb defusing expert. Sam Wilson aka The Falcon (before he was either) plays a tough sergeant who is none too pleased by Hawkeye’s hotshot diva antics undermining his authority with the men. But honey badger don’t care. Hawkeye don’t give a shit. And that is made abundantly clear.

So I was pretty pumped when Sgt Falcon got to smash his fist into Hawkeye’s face (and shocked, in retrospect, that they let a black guy sucker punch a white guy on the big screen without IMMEDIATE repercussions - although by the end [spoilers redacted] …)

Aaaaanyway. They’re both MCU characters now, and at the least they’re both Avengers-adjacent, and fandom loves both of them, and people already make jokes about bird-rivalries in fic, so by itself that ought to be enough right? But also it’s THE FALCON and he’s PUNCHING SOMEONE.

WHY IS THIS NOT A MEME

WHY COULDN’T I FIND A SINGLE FUCKIBFG GIF OF MACKIE PUNCHING RENNER

WHY HAVE YOU FAILED ME INTERNET

Sep 18 '14

spookygasm:

i like the term ‘gender alignments’ because it presents new identities such as: lawful gender, gender evil, and the ever mysterious gender gender.

this makes me want to talk about the original d&d alignments and my various theories about them

maybe i will get out a notebook and write them down instead of boring whoever reads my blog

Sep 18 '14

sebastiangel:

mngwa:

bucksterbarnes:

imagine Bucky goes to have a blood test one time and the nurse can’t find a vein

and they’re like ‘are you sure it’s this arm you usually have blood taken from?? maybe i should try the other one’

and he just looks at them like 
image

 (x)

‘sure if you can find it in a ravine in Europe somewhere’

T_T

Sep 18 '14

bidyke:

i’ve been at the mercy of men just following orders. never again.

Hell yeah! I’m so with Magneto!

okay, um

we do remember that magneto’s approach to his people’s oppression was to go out and kill and/or threaten to kill lots of people though right

like i’m not saying charles xavier’s not a super sketchy manipulative chess-master

but magneto is actually a terrorist

which

is a charged word

but what i mean by it is:

he uses violence and threats of violence against people - people in power and large groups of innocents alike - in order to further his goals

he is perfectly alright with killing one (or many - nbd) of his own people in order to get things done (see “days of future past”)

i am not on board with magneto AT ALL

disclaimer: also i am not on board with any organized violence because i’m a quaker (or rather, one of the reasons i like being a quaker is that i’m not on board with any organized violence)

but i can’t even understand a position that holds with tactics like magneto’s or someone like him

i mean he’s a fictional character, and he makes some really good points, but his ideology as a whole is 1. SUPER EXCESSIVELY VIOLENT and 2. doesn’t actually make a whole lot of sense (seriously listen to his speeches in the movies and the comics, the writers are either terrible at coming up with radical rhetoric or they’re trying too hard to make him evil - my money’s on the former, seeing as xavier also seems pretty sinister if you actually pay attention to how he does business, plus, the Big Two are pretty invested in the status quo, as are many/most of their readers i imagine, which is why batman has a lot of potential for valuable critique that it completely wastes in favor of stories about a rich white guy with rich guy gadgets beating up criminals and doing zero to restructure the institution that violent crime is a symptom of)

if we were talking about a different grey-area “villain” character, like maybe judas in “jesus christ superstar,” i could get on board with that, he had good points, and although he had some flaws and betrayed his friend/fellow radical, who ended up getting executed, which is upsetting, he didn’t actually advocate genocide or even violence, like that was his whole thing, that he didn’t have all the answers

or if you were more interested in an angrier/less stymied-by-ethical-dilemmas sort of radical oppressed character, i’d go for v from “v for vendetta” way before magneto

(but also i’m more into characters who have ethical dilemmas just in general because life is complicated and i’m pretty interested in non-violence, or at least, pretty against planned/organized violence)

…but this was an offhand comment probably and you didn’t need me to jump down your throat. i just really like your blog, and also bi politics, and so i was a little thrown.

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(note to self: someday i should try to figure out that thing i’ve been thinking about wrt “just following orders” and how even if we’re not in the military, or law enforcement, etc, most of us are in some way “following orders” just the same bc of wage slavery, social conditioning, etc. although probs it will just be me reiterating that we are all born into systems of oppression, all shaped irrevocably by systems of oppression, and all participating in systems of oppression either consciously or unconsciously, bc i can never say that enough and i feel like a lot of people can get to a point where they think of themselves as enlightened and “nope not racist/etc anymore, not me!” or whatever. whereas sometimes you just don’t have enough leverage to stop participating in various systems of oppression because you’re, say, too poor not to shop at walmart sometimes, or you’re white so there is actually nothing you can do about that, about how people see you and make assumptions and are less likely to target you for w/e and now i’m rambling, but anyway, that’s my point, self, figure this idea out)

(Source: heisenberqs)

Sep 17 '14

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Sep 17 '14

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Sep 12 '14
Sep 12 '14
copperbadge:

sophia-sol:

copperbadge:

agentpaxieamor:

pepperpoppers:

deezknitz:

A New Way To Tie a Scarf 
Because fall is closing in on us quickly.

that’s a knot used in rock climbing that’s actually pretty badass it’s really secure

So trying this with my 4th Doctor Scarf.

SCARF WEATHER IS COMING 
I AM SO EXCITED

I DO NOT WANT SUMMER TO BE OVER YET but cool scarf knots are cool

I’ve been informed that having this image on my hard drive is what confirmed for everyone that I’m a hipster. 
But….scarves. 

note to self

copperbadge:

sophia-sol:

copperbadge:

agentpaxieamor:

pepperpoppers:

deezknitz:

A New Way To Tie a Scarf 


Because fall is closing in on us quickly.

that’s a knot used in rock climbing that’s actually pretty badass it’s really secure

So trying this with my 4th Doctor Scarf.

SCARF WEATHER IS COMING 

I AM SO EXCITED

I DO NOT WANT SUMMER TO BE OVER YET but cool scarf knots are cool

I’ve been informed that having this image on my hard drive is what confirmed for everyone that I’m a hipster. 

But….scarves

note to self

Sep 12 '14

lovelynobody00:

pickup line: wanna watch this murder documentary with me?

yes

(Source: vans-supreme)

Sep 12 '14

QC: the saga continues

TUMBLR!

(tumblr!)

Tumblr.

…is Claritin coming back????????????